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Monday, October 27, 2008
i'm so fucking stress. even though i dun reali look like i'm stress u noe i've been laughing and joking around, spend my money n all. but when i was lying on my bed every night, i cant stop thinking abt planning for my wedding. its like gosh!! sooo streeessss man!!! a huge some of money i have to save every month but i cant help spending those money i've got from my 1 mth working my ass off. ceh2 padahal a few times ade jugak mkn gaji buta sam skg ni still can update blog. huahaha! n how every mth, apart from thinking of the savings i have to do, i juz cant forget abt mum's allowance every mth which i have to deduct from my pay. n since i have to fork out more money since my wedding will be in like 13 mths time n dat is $1000, i had only got $200 to spend. but i still want to give some to my mum. haiyah!! so stress ar!! then some more i want to sign a membership in planet fitness to lose all my flabby fats before my big day. to calculate back, the membership would cost me ard $80 per mth. and 30 bucks for my topup card, 60-70 bucks for my ezlink n the rest for my everyday meal. not including my make up, my pantyhose, my haircut which are compulsory!! DANG IT!! i can become crazy sia!!! it not juz abt the wedding, we still need to go for our honeymoon. hey i sacrificed for not travelling tau for this whole coming year. gosh how i love travelling!! n den, need to buy a new HDB flat n the renovations n the furnitures n blah blah blah watever!! why is it so stress? well, maybe dats how live our life here. mum went through dat without having so much complain. the bills she need to think abt, the allowance for her kids, its countless! but she still smiling while staring her 3 digits bill. 'mak dah biasa dah boleh jadi gila sebab tu mak senyum jek' wow! look at dat! dats wat she said wen i asked her. i wish i can be as strong as her. even though she spent like 3/4 of her hardwork wit all the bills which she didnt use she still afford to give me sum money at times. she never complains if she never get her mthly allowance from me coz she understand my situation. she even rejected ayg's money when ayg had given it her. but ayg insist dat she shud have it. well mum, i'm totally grateful to have a mum who is understanding and caring like u even sumtimes ur mouth is abit laser for me to accept but it ok. ok lah i'm off!
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