eNtRy gUe
Tuesday, January 29, 2008
feeling frustrated right now. there's no reason to be so pissed juz becoz i cant come over tonite. i noe u said its ok but its not dat i had known u last week. evrything turns cold wen dis thing happened. for god sake, who are u to stop me from going back to my own house. it is stil my house and i still have a responsibility. i may be ur fiancee but dat does not mean dat i have to listen to u wen it comes to i have to be at home. i've gave in too many.
all u do is to compare my life and ur life which will never end. u complaint too much wen u have to stay over at my house. even though i had alot of siblings but in dat house, i am responsible for the household chores. if i didnt do it, my mum will do it. n u noe wat? she worked 12hrs everyday. wats the use of her giving birth to a daughter who cant help out. u can say u have to be at home but do u even care whether i have to be at my own home to take care of everything? sometimes u juz think abt urself. we had talked abt dis before and we agreed that u will not force or stop me from going back to my home. but it the attitude dat u wont change from being stubborn. as if u are forcing me to suggest dat we shud have our time off. watever lah! i'm through! juz wan to forget everything n be happy!
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Thursday, January 10, 2008
it feels great to get 2 days off to juz chill around. forget abt work and forget about everything dat stressed me out. nothing can compare than spending ur time wit mum.
i tink dis is the time wen u reali have to take a break. need to be by our own self for a while. maybe its good for him also. need some space to think abt our life. dats the best. lets time decides everyting. and who noes, absence make the heart grow fonder.
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