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Tuesday, January 16, 2007
pArT 2
wow! its been 15 days since my last blogging and dats equivelent to half a mth. n having said dat, its another half a mth til i get to withdraw new crispy blue notes out of the mouth of an ATM machine. hehe. i was in a middle of blogging actuali 1 wk ago wen i was interupted by some iritating bastards. haha
now comes the PART 2, the continuation of my PART 1. and dat was the 2nd last argueing session i had wit ayg. the last one was 1 wk ago wen i had troubles updating. n dun get misunderstood by thinking dat i only post in my blog only wen i had bad times wit him. nope2.
its juz dat if i get reali too frustrated, dis site wil be the shoulder for me to cry on. n no matter how bz i am or some idiots trying to interupt me wit my blogging, i wil stil post in my dissatisfaction in here juz to make myself abit better. n i muz say is a priority if not i wil be having dis situation called STRESS!!
here i am at werk doing my last midnite shift b4 i actuali 'enjoy' my day off later in the morning. n my eyes are struggling to show me a signal dat dey nid some rest. well, i might have a nap later wen i'm done if i feel i wan to since i have a back up.
dis hotel indeed is a gd place for those gerls who feel like having a break for their eyes by looking at those gd-looking guys werking here. i'm not saying all but a few. n the rest u stil can judge dem as average looking. in fact the HR are not going to employ those ugly ones. well dats wat i find out from my manager. dey only employ handsome n pretty tall guys n girls in the frontdesk department. i muz say dats the 1st impression wen guest came in from the lobby entrance, to see a luxurious check-in counter, wit beautiful n handsome staffs standing at the back greeting to welcome dem. hehe.
well, dis is actuali my main problem werkin here. not bcoz of the job but the personal one. for those who are actuali in a relationship might have difficulties in trusting their partners to werk in such environment. n dats wat i encountered. by reading in my previous post, i'm sure u get the idea on wat's my history like in the past. ya wat u call 'flirt'. i supposed werking in dis kind of place, u wil flirt. i dun deny it. but it it two different things wen u try to differentiate between 'flirting' n 'close to each other'.
its reali damn stress especiali wen ur partner always had dis mindcept dat u are flirting wenever u are werking wit ur male collegues. dun tel me u're forbidded to werk wit dem. might as well i werk in a place where dey dun employ guys. where? in a mosque where u have to get dat strong limitations towards the opposite sex. gosh! it seems dat trust is not there to support u. i understand if dey get jealous if u're to close wit dem in fact all of us do. even i do get jealous if ayg gets too close to other gerls but being asked wit whom u're werking wit is too ridiculous for u to put ur jealousy on. n after dat ur relationship gone down juz bcoz of dat. haiz.. i tink i stop here. my contact lens r getting dry. need to rest.
now comes the PART 2, the continuation of my PART 1. and dat was the 2nd last argueing session i had wit ayg. the last one was 1 wk ago wen i had troubles updating. n dun get misunderstood by thinking dat i only post in my blog only wen i had bad times wit him. nope2.
its juz dat if i get reali too frustrated, dis site wil be the shoulder for me to cry on. n no matter how bz i am or some idiots trying to interupt me wit my blogging, i wil stil post in my dissatisfaction in here juz to make myself abit better. n i muz say is a priority if not i wil be having dis situation called STRESS!!
here i am at werk doing my last midnite shift b4 i actuali 'enjoy' my day off later in the morning. n my eyes are struggling to show me a signal dat dey nid some rest. well, i might have a nap later wen i'm done if i feel i wan to since i have a back up.
dis hotel indeed is a gd place for those gerls who feel like having a break for their eyes by looking at those gd-looking guys werking here. i'm not saying all but a few. n the rest u stil can judge dem as average looking. in fact the HR are not going to employ those ugly ones. well dats wat i find out from my manager. dey only employ handsome n pretty tall guys n girls in the frontdesk department. i muz say dats the 1st impression wen guest came in from the lobby entrance, to see a luxurious check-in counter, wit beautiful n handsome staffs standing at the back greeting to welcome dem. hehe.
well, dis is actuali my main problem werkin here. not bcoz of the job but the personal one. for those who are actuali in a relationship might have difficulties in trusting their partners to werk in such environment. n dats wat i encountered. by reading in my previous post, i'm sure u get the idea on wat's my history like in the past. ya wat u call 'flirt'. i supposed werking in dis kind of place, u wil flirt. i dun deny it. but it it two different things wen u try to differentiate between 'flirting' n 'close to each other'.
its reali damn stress especiali wen ur partner always had dis mindcept dat u are flirting wenever u are werking wit ur male collegues. dun tel me u're forbidded to werk wit dem. might as well i werk in a place where dey dun employ guys. where? in a mosque where u have to get dat strong limitations towards the opposite sex. gosh! it seems dat trust is not there to support u. i understand if dey get jealous if u're to close wit dem in fact all of us do. even i do get jealous if ayg gets too close to other gerls but being asked wit whom u're werking wit is too ridiculous for u to put ur jealousy on. n after dat ur relationship gone down juz bcoz of dat. haiz.. i tink i stop here. my contact lens r getting dry. need to rest.
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