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Tuesday, December 19, 2006
FuCkEd uP!
my God! i HATE my life! i HATE my fate! i HATE my myself! dun u have anytink to do rather den find my mistakes n faults at me?? am i'm the one who shud be emotional or YOU? a small arguement which i, myself end up wit n appology had been smacked by pissing me off question. juz bcoz u had notink to do at hme n feel so damn bored u had to release ur anger of boredom to me. there's absolutely notink went wrong wit our relationship. not at all but u r the one who make it more like a serial drama which wil not end their conflicts until episode 124.
even though i had my attitude reali fucking nuts but dat doesnt mean u can juz blow at me like dat. i realise dat in a relationship, there is a need for a give n take BUT u always give in a sense dat u r always right n i had to take in dat those r my mistakes. are u too egoistic even to realise it? i noe i cant see my mistakes but at least i have the mind to appologise.
we did talked dis out n everytings settled n i said i'm sorry for hurting ur feelings n u told me to forget abt it since u're too tired to argue n same goes wit me. but y muz u start to raise a definite arguements question after u said to forget abt it?? so is it my fault??? its not dat i dun understand u but u are the one who do not want me to understand u. dun expect people to be able to read ur mind n fulfiling the needs of ur thinkings!
i do not wan u to tink dat i'm rude for logging out but the more i'm online in dat stupid thing, the more pain my heart wil get wit our stupid arguements. pls think before u talk coz u dun noe whose heart might get hurt.
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