to trust or not to trust.. sometimes, even a man said he is willing to die for you but eventuali, he even date ur closefren. sometimes, he said u are the only girl he love n no one else, but stil, he stil flirt wit his collegues. i dun noe abt ur man but dis is my perspection towards dem.

sweet talkers. to hell wit dem! he wud say good things abt u which melted ur heart but he didnt reali mean it.

gosh! i hate guys!! BUT, not all i shud say. dey stil wan to enjoy around wit gerls. have lots of contacts, miting here n there, n have all the attention dey get. it feels dat u are the most wanted person on earth. i understand their needs. it feels dat u r on top of the world. how i wish i cud get back to my old life. having all the attentions til u dun have quite enuf time to entertain every single one of dem. even if i had a boyfren, well, i'm still belongs to him n love him more juz dat i do nid more den one guy to love me. well dats my principle before i eventuali knocked my head against the wall n realised how wud it feel if the guy u r flirting wit, is sumone's fiancee or anytink. it reali hurts wen i came to tink abt it. and trust me, u wil get the same tink back. u noe, 'wat goes ard comes ard'. n it reali happened to me. someone i reali love, actuali did the same tink like wat i did b4. gosh! it keeps repeating one after another. n i mean it, exactly the same ting!! God is the Greatest. u cant run away from it.

dats y, now, i'm turning over a new leaf. all my past are history. n i'm not getting it again n i knew it. have to be faithful to one person n all the disastrous tings wil end.

i'm not done yet.. i may be faithful but it depends to another party. i'm experience enuf to catch all lies from his eyes. so dun even tink abt it. u play wit me, i'll make sure u wil have fun. dis is not a threaten but some advice b4 u regret of starting it coz i'm independent now n i CAN live without you.. hee! ciao