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Friday, December 29, 2006
hApPy bUt sAd
the title didnt make sense at all. 'happy but sad'.. wat the fuck?? hehe
anyways, dats wat i'm feeling rite now. i'm happy with some kind of situation but at the same time i'm feeling so sad on the other hand.
where shud i start? the 'happy' moments or the 'sad' situation. hmm... i guess shud start wit the sad one 1st so i wil end dis post wit a smile which will stretch my face muscles. hehe
well, as usual, not even a week, i quarrel wit ayg again. u noe wat? the arguement oways takes place wen i'm at hme online wit him in msn. we were like 2 different character in 2 different place. we were so loving, laugh at our jokes, make fun of each other, kissings n huggings as if we juz start our relationship. BUT, everytime i went back to my crib, all dat doent happen at all. instead, wen we chatted on msn, we were like finding faults n eventuali an arguement wil arise which wil make both of us stress wit each of our attitude. den, we wil mit for the sake of miting.
but, wen we mit, we were like notink happen to us. i wil do my normal procedure, kiss his hand, give him a cheeky look n we wil walk together wit his hand clinging onto my waist, start to joke. so, do u get the picture? its like we were loving wen we're together but we we're far apart, we were juz...... haiz.. wat the hell man???
dats the sad part. now come to my fav part of the post. the happy one. i'm happy so far at werk. i'm getting along pretty well wit my collegues. starting to joke ard. not like the time wen i 1st join in, i reali dun noe how shud i go abt talking to dem. dun tel me i shud crack a joke wen i'm not familiar in which kind of jokes do dey regard as a funny one. hehe. hope dat dey wil treat me as one of their family where i can make my werk place as my 3rd hme. shud u guys noe where's my 2nd hme? well, dun pretend as if u dun noe. of coz my ayg's house lah. oh my god! its 12.30 n i'm stil awake! 5 hrs to go b4 i drag my feet down to werk. gd nite!
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