eNtRy gUe
Monday, February 05, 2007
its been awhile now n many things happened recently in my life. no time to update since all the interns were back to school n we had to stretch 2 hrs late. tomoro, i'm doing midnite ALONE. kind of excited but nervous at the same time. hopefully everything went smoothly heh.
lets stop talking abt werk now. i tink i've said enuf in all my postings. regarding my personal life, apparently, went reali down a few days ago. n i mean reali off the edge. but i guess fate do wants us to stay on. i almost give up with life. or do i say, i almost fail to get thru things. i had dis mindcept dat i could run away from all my problems without even thinking abt the outcome dat would worsen the situation.
i took small things so big. i dun even realise the heart i've hurt whom the one i love. i reali didnt mean to or maybe my anger had took control. i dont want to do anything that will make my life miserable. i cant even bear to go on with life without him. he is too close to my heart n will always be. never i would dream abt leaving him coz i reali cant. no matter how much i hate, it wouldnt take a single bit of my love away from him. he wil be my lifetime companion. i cant get the care he gave to me from anyone else. he did too much for me. i can reali see how great is his love towards me. i wil not abandon it. Thanks God, u had gave me wat i wanted in life, LOVE. U 've answered my prayers. now, i had him n wil always belongs to me. he had the right to take care of me. i wont lose him n wil always love him til my last breath. i promise....
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