notink new in my life. misery,misery.. i tink he juz get misunderstood. wen wil i ever get dat security in a stable life? i feel abit upset coz it seems dat he took life so easy. i'm juz waiting for him to get a stable job to stay throughout his entire life. but wat he is looking for is job dat he worth of trying. til wen he want to try out jobs n keep changing until he finds out the one which reali suits his taste?

i'm not pressurring him but y do such a small advise wil make someone blast off his temper?

frankly, i'm not to desperate to get married so early but how many years does he need to find dat suitable job to stick wit til he will start his savings? if he's gona take 1 year juz to find a decent job, he will take another almost 4 years to reach his savings on target. so, does dis tell me dat i have to wait for another 5 years? i dont mind if he wil take several years for his savings but wen wil he start? nxt 2 years?

i noe dat he need more time but wil he tink dat my mother wil give me dat time staying over at his house for several years without any formal attach? i dont tink so. he gets frustrated wenever i cant stay at his hme more longer but i also do feel frustrated being said from mom dat i cant always stay at his house so often since i'm not married to him. so, how long shud i endure wit dis?? how many years muz i take to frequently changing a place to stay without my mom's full approval? n how many years do he have to show a long face to me wen i'm not able to spend the nite wit him? so isit wrong if i said dat he only tink abt himself instead tinking of my situation also?

n wit the job hopping attitude, i dont noe if he reali gona bring it forward to his marriage life. i guess my dream to be a housewife taking care of my children wil vanish in the air. i supposed i'm born to have a fate juz like mom. hey! no way! my mom told me to find a responsible husband to take care of me throughout my life. i'm not going to have the same fate as mom n i dont tink she want dat way either. haiz.. lets see how it goes..