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Friday, February 23, 2007
been a busy week. doing morning all the way and i've been sleeping early every nite. hmm.. gd progress. hehe
not in the mood actuali. i dun noe why. alot of things are in my mind i dun noe how to express dem.
i dun noe if dis decision made for me shud make me down or not. yesterday, my mum eventuali decide dat i shud not stayover at ayg's house anymore. i was so surprise intially for her to make a decision after she gave me a green light to let me overnite there all dis while.
so i asked her why? 
so my mum did had a talk with ayg's mum regarding dis. well, as a parent, i reali understand the feelings to have a nosey neighbour who care abt other family more den their own. wat my mum said, ayg's mum was uncomfortable with the neighbour for me to stay over day and night without having any relationship with dem. n especially his sister had been reminding his mum not to let me overnite so often as neighbour might say bad thing abt dem.
so after hearing dat, i'm abit upset coz i dun tink i can stay over at his hse anymore. i dun want his neighbour to say bad things abt his mum. i need to respect her as she will eventuali be part of my family. dis is the thing i have to endure for having staying over his hse very often. now, i have to respect both his mum n my mum's decision n i have to follow no matter wat even though it is tough for me.
so the problem is, how am i going to talk to ayg abt dis? i dun wan him to think dat i've made up all the stories for a reason not to stay over at his hme anymore. i realy feel guilty n feel very wrong to let ayg's mum in a bad situation all dis while. Dear God, pls give me strength to encounter all problems against us.. Amen
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